永远的恐惧感

你知道？我真的很怕你。我知道我曾经做了很多错误。。。但是你从2009年给我的伤害，我永远都忘不了。从小自己都学会只是说不知道，因为知道说多错多。我真的很怕你。小时候我总是当你是我的英雄。但是当你生气发疯时，我的心真的很怕，好像折磨了我的脑精到我自己都会发抖。我从来没有这么害怕一个人但是就是你让我睡觉时都会梦到你很凶的样子。我却偷偷的哭，害怕你会伤害了人。对不起的说，你不让我尊敬你而是让我觉得心理有个恐惧的感觉，那种感觉时常都会在我心理。每当你开始生气，那个感觉就会来啦。。。。。。所以我不和你说很多话。其实有时候自己很想和你可以好好的聊聊。。但是想起你可恶的样子的时候，眼泪都会掉了。。。。对不起。。对不起。。。我知道自己不该对你有这种感觉。你觉得这样我开心吗？我怕了你不是尊重你。。。

Korea Trip 19 to 26 November 2011

Day 1

Wake up at early 4am in the morning on 26th November.I couldnt really sleep that night.I feel so excited with it.Around 6.30am , we are at Penang International Airport.Around 8am , we fly to Hong Kong and transit at there around 2 hours.Around 3pm , we fly to Korea and transit at Taiwan one hour.At 8pm, we reached Incheon International Airport

Day 2- Penang to Incheon

Early morning around 6.30am we wake up.After our buffet breakfast,we go to Geyongbok Palace and National Folklore Museum.On that morning,we are shivering cold,cold cold winds...but seriously i enjoyed the weather so much.Then we shop at Insadong ( lots of antique there).After Ginseng Chicken lunch,we proceed to Kim Chi School .We enjoy making Kimchi and wearing traditional Hanbok .We proceed to domestic airport at Gimpo for Jeju Air flight to Jeju Island.Around late evening ,we leave the place and we have Qing Fish and Fried Egg for our dinner.After dinner,we have a walk at the underground shopping way.

Day 3- Incheon to Jeju Island

Morning around 6.30am we wake up.After breakfast,we visit Seongsan Sunrise Peak,Sejikoji ( All In Shooting Area ).I picked lots of Jeju Island stone at there on the way up to see the church at Sejikoji.After lunch,we proceed to 3d Trick Mesum and Jeju Glass Castle.In 3D Trick Museum,we pose and take lots of photo till the both of the camera out of power.We also go to Mystery Road (again the gravity theory road) and see the Dragon head Rock ( rock looks a bit like Dragon Head).Overnight at Jeju Island after Abalone Steamboat dinner.

Day 4- Jeju Island to Seoul

Early morning after breakfast,we transfer to airport for domestic flight to Seoul.We proceed to Cosmetic Duty Free Shop and Ginseng Outlet.Late evening,we proceed to Myeongdong Shopping Street.

Day 5-Yongin Everland to Odaesan

Around 8am,we proceed to Yongin Everland.We enjoyed the weather and the view...I really love the trees there.The tour guide,Eleven said that the theme park is owned by Samsung.At 2pm we have our lunch and proceed to Odaesan.Around 6pm,we reached Odaesan and ready ourselves for Aqua World Water Park & Spa.There are funny yet ridiculous story behind that.Everyone thought that we have to be naked in the spa as we see everyone are naked there before entering the spa.End up we asked one of the China tourist and she said that that's not true.She laughed at us for that..hahaa...Overnight at tatami ( sleep on the floor)

Day 6- Odaesan to Danyang

Today would be the day we stay in the bus to our destination for around 5 hours.After breakfast in the hotel,we proceed to Samcheok Ocean Railbike.We cycled around 1 hours.I am loving with the seaview there..real windy and the wave is really BIG...haha...After cycle,we proceed to Hwaam Cave.On the way exit from the cave,it really test my physical..as i am very weak in it..haha..At that night after the cave,my leg and arm muscle super pain haha..it must be nervous..Overnight at Danyang.Danyang is the coolest place in South Korea.On the way to Danyang,i see ice and slightly snow..woohoo...

Day 7-Danyang to Seoul

After breakfast,we proceed to Woljeongsa Temple and Odaesan National Park.We have to cross a bridge before entering the temple.It shows that we have 'CLEAN' our heart before entering the place.After lunch,we proceed to Seoul..back to Seoul.We proceed to Myeondong Shopping Street and Yeoju Premium Outlet.and at last Amethyst topaz Factory...After our seafood buffet,we proceed to our alst destionation.We watch JUMP the comic show..hmm...going home soon...feel sad....Overnight at Grand Hilton Hotel.

Day 8- Seoul to Penang

Around 3.30 am ,we wake up and have our breakfast (Wulong noodles) near the Local food product shop.After that,we proceed to Incheon International Airport...hmmm...

一个人到沙滩去

今天非常不开心，因为家里的事太烦啦～真是忍不住啦。。结果就对妈妈说不带他去剪头发，妹妹就那么凶的喊我。。真是很生气！心情不好了还要来惹事！我拿我的包包就赶得出去，下到楼下时候眼泪就开始流啦！在车里就哭了！过后就找他来和我聊天！聊了半个钟，他就去吃午餐。我就犹豫啦，要去哪好！结果自己就去到海边。进到门口是就跌到。。幸好不是公路不然我手脚一定流血！我就很快的爬起来～我真是不小心！没想到会跌到！意外！～

过后就到了海边，在那边自己无聊的拍照，玩沙！！就是我要回的那一刻，我看到了shan但是自己就没有叫他。忽然他收拾东西时候就看到我啦！他赶到沙滩那边找我！我们就聊天聊了好久！有一个钟半！hmm。。。

就是那么的无聊的过了一天，以前是多么地开心可以一家出去！现在off day 也只是闷闷不乐的一天。好无聊！！！！！

不知道怎么啦～

不知道怎么开始！这几天心都是怪怪的！平时他都是不踩我的，怎么我会那么的在意他不理我呢？难道这就是。。。我看我是烧坏脑了！我一直都想要有人很疼我！我多么希望自己嫁人了～是不是很好笑～哈哈！因为我觉得生活很闷～off也是没什么的！工作又压力到肩膀痛～我还是不要想那么多～～～～～知足！好像喝酒的感觉

阿嬷

今天是我看到阿嬷的最后一天。我的确很伤心，看他最后一面的时候。我以为自己不会哭，但却是相反。人生真的就是短短几是年，要珍惜，要快乐不要太计较。计较了少快乐就会多啦。也许也是她唯一的解脱痛苦的办法！最后你不用再辛苦啦！你安心的上天堂吧！160811

Hectic working day

Today is a haectic day.First of all,i go work and hear that staff resigning again. .damn stress. .after that mum called and told me that she fell down. .omg what is happening today. .after all i have headache with the receipt hmm.n. .so many work to do! can be crazy. , .hope i sleepvwell today

Two days OFF

Today my sis go to KL for training.Just now so sad when go to see grandma,why she is still suffering?My two days ends by going shopping malls. . .Yesterday we take grandma ( maternal side) to shopping mall.So long i didnt go out with her.Still remember when i small time ,grandma always take me carry me round the street. Hmm. .really missed that time.

Tuesday 020811

Tonight after listen to what my sis told me about grandma,i feel sad because i know that my dadbwill be very sad too.i dont want to see any of my family member sad.Hope everything will be alright soon.Life is short,must be happy at most of the time,if not there is no value at all to live in this world

Wednesday 030811

Today is my off day hmm. .i still have undone work . .thats not a good way to off but i m tired. Just dont want to think about work anymore

sad news

Today my dad knows that my grandma is not going to be cured,just to wait the time to rest in peace.I am sad to hear that but thats life.Hope she can have better life in heaven later.Tomorrow i have to work but then i dont feel sleepy.I cant help anything,just hope dad dont be too sad!i hate leaving!

闷闷不乐的生活

最近好想去旅行。。觉得生活很闷。。觉得活的没意思～到底是为了什么？自己也不知道理由！也许是工作的关系吧！为什么人就是要讲话带刺！有什么就好好讲嘛！知道会伤到人的嘛！但是我就说我不跟小人计较！OFF对我也没什么意思！觉得自己要很长的休息时间！

My Beloved Mitsubishi Storm

First time i know him...after school,wow...i climb up the car...wow so high ..hehe.maybe that time i am still not that tall.I love this car so much since i have with the car 10 years...feel damn cool and comfortable with the view and also the chair..haha...i really hope the car won't be sold off : )

May & June Happening

~Crazy Nitez With Shan, James and Wife
-At first we go pasar malam at van praagh road there..there we eat alot and lots...we buy fried chicken,mini pizza,shark fins soup,bangkok biscuit,buble tea,sausage.....we go around tanjung tokong till teluk bahang...wakakka...fun....muah~~

~Wesak Day celebration
- go with shan, ms lim and family
- shan and i walk super fast and we visit nearly all the temple..hmm

~Handphone lost
- lost in meeting room and make me go clumsy that day...lost my BOTH phone !!what to do...nothing i can do..till after one week i saw my hp n79 in Central Square..hoho!!check the serial number and know that is mine..i feel wewewew..!!but i feel the thief not be catch...

~New job
- my mum call me say that got vacancy at D... and up i go for the interview..heart dont feel going..because i got goodies like shan,james,sharon,ms lim here and i feel happy to be here...and god saves me from the job but one problem come again..i have to go for National Service...

~National Service
- i think i have to go n.s for 3 months instead of 1 month...and i have to resign from Parkson and go for n.s..haiz too bad...miss all my friends especially SHan,James,Sharon,Kak Ina and two loving execs!!26 Jun 2010 going to n.s la~

~Parkson Staff Nite
-Around 7pm wendy go make up (shu eumura make up artist),hair spray under beauty impact,shan hairdo pula done by mr james the pro spiky hairdresser..wakakaka!!!we spray the colour spray like crazy..the most special is james ...he MAKE UP like devil...omg~~~hohohoh

~Accident twice
~i knock ppl car twice...hmm...too many things happen..2nd time acidentally i call Shan..and he ask me to be careful nxt time..and my dear also say i must be very careful : )

快乐

我们人终是喜欢想起我们的回忆。。。有时候我觉得我小时候虽然爸爸没那么有钱～不能吃好的，穿好的但是生活比较开心～所以我每次都对自己说自己就好。。最要经是“灵魂才会开心”，你的人才会开心。。。如果穿好的，吃好的但是心里不开心，你依然是不开心的～人活在这个世界上几十年吧了，主要的还是寻找快乐～但。。我们有时会忘了什么是开心。。。

What a Day~~

Remember that shop..?hmm...i still remember last time dad will bring us to that shop to eat mamak rice..before enter the shop ,we will complain the smell of chicken ~haha!!and we wil nver miss eating the fried chicken...but it seems like so long ago when i was young...~

Crazy Mee~~

These days i shop alot...i love Le Sport Sac bag...what size also ada...wahaha

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the finger print belong to meee...sure me la..wakak...i wash my hand and paste it to tissue paper....and see tats look interesting i just take photo of it...must be i too bored at homie

Jelly

Cute ma the doggy...her name is Jelly wakakka...my exec de doggie...

Gurney Plaza Mcd 1st Anniversary

That day shan and i having break time together around 3pm..end up we stop by at mcd birthday celebration haha...we tot got any promotion but nothing de...hmm...after then go and eat a&w haha

Kung fu panda tattoooo~~

Customer aso ask me where i got this tatoo...is it temporary or what haha~~

My Thermos~~~wooohoooo

So long i have been thinking to buy...end up i buy la hehe....it cost me rm51 after staff purchase haha~Today real bored..i have nothing to do...so i decided to visit superShan and ms lim in my workplace haha..At 1st superShan and i chat at food court After his break i go up to chit chatting around till 6am...haha...MS lim sumore call me take her somewhere then we go eat bah chang and red bean soup...i have make her dreams come true..haha~~i am happy when i can make people's dream come true... : ) haha~~i think i need to eat medicine again...i am still not recover from flu~ too bad haha