想念

昨天，好好闷～结果就玩game哈哈！！L跟我昨天好像没话讲得。。想到给他又怕他不喜欢。。给自己很多理由！为什么这样的我。。哈哈！！到了晚上我就很想很想他！就看着他的照片！嘻嘻！结果更加想他。。怎么办？我就是在玩game尽量不要那么想他不然我真的会想念他到哭～～哈哈！！玩到3am就跟自己说该睡了～嘻嘻。。。还是很想他。。

Outing With Jocelyn and Yoong

From SUNSHINE FARLIM (XIAO ER RESTAURANT) -> KEK LOK SI -> ONE STOP KFC ->TANJUNG BUNGAH HOTEL BEACH...As usual we have nothing to talk at 1st few hours..till the hour we want to go back,we have alot to talk about hehe...Actually....(continue in another session haha)..

Outing with FAmily

Yoyoyo~hehe...before going out every of us take photo with my mum wakkaa..not what special day just that my sis take i also wan...i beh syok if nt wakakaka...no la...just wan it..After that we go eat cha siu fan..go komtar...the panda sticker so cute but super expensive din buy it.Before go gurney,my daddy take us go drink 青草水。。love it.,then go gurney..at 1st wana watch movie de but then too late my dad say...bo huat la..Around 6pm we go queensbay mall hehe..After eat at Canton-i,we shop at the hypermarket and go home.....watch football..CHELSEA..lol~~since when so in love with football..haha..got people tease me lo..lol..heheheheh...

Beach Outing with RiZE~

On 21st of April 09,Tuesday

I meet Rize at Gurney Plaza enjoy food in Sakae Sushi and end up in cinema watching KNOWING before take bus home

On 22st of April 09,Wednesday

Go Pulau Tikus market and head to Golden Sand Hotel beach hehe...we got chase by dog lol....after sometimes we stop at Tanjung Bungah Hotel beach heheheeh...我还写了...～哈哈！After we have feel bored at the beach ,from there we walk to Island Plaza..hehe..hot weather...can even cook a eggs...haha~~and lastly we take bus to Komtar to have our tea time la...haha...should be lunch...haha..and go home after we have a walk at there...

这就是我要的爱情...that's what i want...simple love,,,

什么是爱？爱是一种很特别(深爱）的感觉！！只要爱过的人才会懂吧！哈哈～虽然爱情是甜的。。但是也有哭的时候！！每样东西都是一样的！有苦也有甜，所以啊。。能和他一起的时候我真的很珍惜他～嘻嘻！他也是吧！每天一早就会看到他的信息。。。好甜！宝宝，宝贝，熊猫，猪猪！哈哈～过后会一直信息到他晚上睡着的时候！很简单对吗？哈！！简单的快乐！只要他是爱我的，没有不理我（关心，沟通的来）那就够了！我真的很开心～有他天天都是开心的～因为他会逗我开心嘛！！！Besides that,recently i also watch footbal match more oftenly...don't why...haha~~~跟他一起分享a-z 的时候真的好开心！sharing is caring....communication is the key for me and same goes to him hehe...

每当他说他想我，我就会觉得好甜！
每当他低弱的时候，我就会不开心，想给他点爱！
每当他做弄我的时候，我真的是想要他疼我
！

哈哈～真的好想他～～W M-I-S-S L

Redbox with my beloved mummy ~~

Today go redbox hehe~~all don't want to go end up me and my mum go nia...sing like crazy but then very hungry la..the food so late nia come...so go to buy shihlin crispy chicken to eat haha~buy le then my mum call me said that the food come le...lol!!waste my money....haha!!After that.sing together with mum...so nice to sing BEYOND songs...i sing ERIC MOO,EMIL CHAU,ALAN TAM songs with my mum..When come to singing,my mum and i sure sing well in ERIC MOO songs haha....lots of laughter and joy in the karaoke with my mum.Actually this is not the first time...i have go before with my mum in GENTING BE A STAR to sing k haha!but then that one the system is very lousy de...redbox nicer...i so enjoy...somemore drink beer...haha!!After that,go buy things in GAMA then go home...and here happens la somethings make my dad angry...HE call me to pass the things in.When i want to hold the plastic bag,i accidentally drop the whole thing...gone...all the beer and guiness stout botlle just break,beer everywhere at the main gate...lol.....after then i sms L tell L about that lol....hmm....i am so careless right but i am sure that not only me the one is wrong la~~my daddy din't pass properly to me....anyway forget about it...Just now watch football with daddy...haha~while sms=ing...that's always fun to sms with L hehe...i think that time for me to sleep now....Good nite L and everybody...hehe!!

心情好多～

其实每当我心情好多了的时候我就会想L。。我心情不好也会想他但是我会想很多东西！我的人就是这样～想很多！当他发了一封信息说“宝贝，你还没睡？”我真的什么都没有。。。也许太闷的时候会想很多！！哈哈！刚才文汉打来跟我聊了有一个钟哈哈！为什么我跟他讲话那么自然！跟L讲话就什么都不敢讲～文汉说就是因为我太爱L所以那么紧张！跟他讲话也没那么闷。。每次闷就乱想，乱想了就想哭，哭过后心痛！！很多事！！哈哈！！都是我太爱他！！刚才我跟L讲话我觉得很不自然～～不是我来的。。。我就是那种讲话要怎么发挥就发出来！哈哈～都是一人讲一句比较爽～～哈哈！！就是两个人讲一样东西吗！他还没有看到真正的我～真正的我像个大小孩！！哈哈哈～～～很疯的～不开心的时候就不爱讲话！！开心的时候很吵的～到你不能忍受！！嘻嘻～～我看你们会怕～～第一次我听朋友讲话到听不到L的信息。。。没有他的信息我真的会睡不着～但是刚才跟文汉一人一句真的忘了我伤心的东西～～哈哈！我每天都会做的事情：-
A)早上一醒就看到他的信息
B)等他的信息
C)想他

他已经是我生活中的一部分～没有了他真的会很幸苦！！！！就算几个小时我也快疯除非他在忙着工作。。我没事的！！哈哈～～～我不是野蛮女友！！有点啦！！

第一次打给他

今天本来很开心的！不知道，我又怎么了！听到他跟我说“爱的起，放得下”，我真的很怕有天他会放弃我了！当他跟我讲话的时候真的让我想起伟俊但是他没有那么严！哈哈！真的没人知明天发生什么，但是如真的他离我远远，那我要怎样好！我知道我对爱情很坚持的！你要我怎么做？全心去爱也是会伤到自己，不全心去爱心又不安！几时才能找会以前的我： 不断的付出，爱那个人，不怕伤痕！但是现在我真的很怕，简直不是很相信那个人是爱我！因为我真的很怕会跌在一次！除非很爱我的男人才能给我信心！以前为什么WH能给我信心，现在L能给我幸福的感觉！但是有时候我怎么感觉不到呢？我生病他很紧张我！那还缺少了什么呢？是不是我爱了太多？有时候为什么我会感觉不到？还是我不敢相信！为什么每个都是在我寂寞的时候说爱我？难道这是爱吗？Haiz..自己都不了解自己，还要人了解你！失败！哈哈！我会觉得他是那种只说好话的人吧！难道他对我说的每一句话都是真的？为什么我能在相信！我相信他爱我但是他真的很爱我吗？也许你可以说我自私还有野蛮！haiz..每次都跟自己说对爱情那么痴心干吗！但是我依然是这样！以前的人是天长地久，现在是能一起多久！

Finally .... : )

Finally i finish my assignment haha so hapi ~~hehee!!by the ways i really to thanks my sir..help me a lot in my assignment haha!!and also 'L' haha~L really did support me very much.i still remember that moment when L really did console me when i am in KL.That time when i know my result i really very sad...With L's consolation,i manage to continue my assignment.Thanks~You give me the support that make me to have the courage to walk on and on !! :) so long din on skype also...i think 1 month ready haha!!!Holiday thought that will go Cameroon highlands but then din't go la...2 bad!!!i don;t care i want to go red box sing karaoke haha~~~now i am so happy and hope that i don't fail again...hehe!!must be sure pass~~ anyway till this time i still sms-ing with L ,listening old songs lol~~actually i wan to see the score for him de but then he wake up to watch haha!!!its ok....Gd nite everyone...must go sleep soon le tmr gonna passs up asignment~~~~

做人难～

文文说的对～爱一个人真的很难！心有是不爽也不敢说出来因为怕会伤到他！我觉得每个人都是一样的。。。当他们有了朋友就会忘了我！！哈哈～算啦！惯了！等改天就找回久朋友～总是不明白我自己为什么要为情而烦！！哈哈！那是因为在我心中我放了太多感情～他开心就好啦～我好想念以前跟他一起的日子！我看那段日子不会再有！！也算是曾经拥有！其实上天对我很好了～当我不开心一定会有一个男人出现在我身边！～有时候我会说‘不要再问我现在相不相信爱情，爱情不过是沙罗的泪滴’巫启贤唱的很对！哈哈～甜蜜是一时吧了！曾经有个男生真的是在我寂寞时候说爱我～哈哈！拜托～别这样！爱情真的是没保证。。哈哈～谢霆锋说的！！我不只是很direct还是一个很痴情的！怎么好～救命啊！！！一天对我都不同了！过了三个月也不知道怎样好～好啦！不强求！是我的就是我的不是我的，我多爱他也没有用！！W 爱 L