Saturday 24/10/09 Dave's Deli

不开心的一天

其实昨天晚上自己就很不开心了～几乎我一直被骂！过后我就进房间！我关房间的灯，开音乐超大声的！到今天还是一样～刚才爸爸又骂了我。。每次都是我去的时候要打来骂我！我觉得我很弱～他在电话里喊我，我真的很不开心！过后，该下车了不都没有下～过后刚才其实如果我没有打给他，我会比较开心吧～我不想那几分钟的开心过后他又不理我了！也许我太贪心了吧～他对我很好了吧～但是我知道这么样都好，我都要自己度过这伤心的日子～本来是一个开心的Outing都变成一个没意思的Outing了！其实我想Relax不想那么快工作但是我知道没可能的～不开心的时候我就会关灯。。。喜欢在这样暗暗的房里，听音乐。。会比较平静～我对生命的要求不高～只是要有个疼我的男人而自己有个稳定的收入！我觉得最近都很少写日子～

Dinner At Xuan Xin Restaurant Again~~

Last Day Trip 19/10/09

At the morning...eat instant noodles as my breakfast..wakaka...around 12pm go to eat Kenny Roger...i eat drumstick only...tak lalu want to eat also...after eat i throw again in the toilet...wohohoho...siao liao...I tahan and walk walk in Genting...i fever that time...so many problem haha..原来他说的对，我发烧了！可以当我的医生了！haha!Around 5pm...ready to go home la...wahaha...i feel not well + the road go bengkang bengkok...when my dady stop at Tapah...i throw again...i vomit again :( After that around 8pm,we reach Ipoh there to eat...i am in pain summore wanna walk around in Ipoh Parade....feel dying..but i tahan...lastly my dad find a restaurant near Jusco there...i din eat rice just drink soup..but then i also vomit when my dad car 出烟 halfway through home...

The car stops at halfway (237.2)...after 10 minutes the PLUS RONDA comes...my mum,sister and i stand aside from the car...daddy say better dun sit in the car...wakaka...i am in pain that time and even squart down...can't even stand..after standing there around half hour to one hour...the car kena tarik by the PLUS RONDA to Jelapang ...from there the foreman tarik the car to the workshop...around 2.00am the foreman finish changing the water pipe...but then stil can't speed if not will 出烟again...not safe...haha...Around 3.30am ,we reach home la....wahahah....Now the car is under repair...masuk hospital the car..no car for 2 to 3 weeks...haha~When i reach home...after bath..i terus tidur...wakka...the happiest things is...he shows his care towards me....although i am sick till hardly sms..shhh...dun tell him....haha~

Fenn's 16th Birthday

Around 12am...we take out the jelly we buy from 1utama just now out...haha~~very cute the winnie the pooh jelly

2nd Day In KL (18/10/09)

Around 8.30am i wake up and go down to eat buffet breakfast...So full....After then..i start to fill sick....i throw everyting out ....~hmm...its ok!!We go to the CURVE after that...i feel so sick and can't even have energy to walk...but i din't even tell my parents i sick...I just very quite...but i tell him that i vomit and back pain...haha~no mood shop also....Around 5 something we head to Genting Highlands...my GPS smart...yesterday teach me the way to 1 Utama...In the car...i rest and just close my eyes....About 7pm we reach Gohtong JAya....time for dinner...but i don't even feel hungry...but then i still eat a bit...haha~As i reach the hotel room...i 'tak boleh tahan' i rest in the room...and my family ..they go for the walk...In the hotel..i throw again....haiz..eat what throw what...waste nia...haha~After bath i go get water outside....mana tau i take wrong card key out...so silly...instead of room card key ,i take Jusco card out....No point la...i sit and walk around outside and waited around one hour...haha~silly me...even the guard walk across me also ..she don't even care about me...din't even help me...that time i am in pyjamas,no money,din wear shoes,no phones...the ONLY things with me is the 2 bottled that already full with water..haha~~

1st day In KL (17/10/09)

On the 1st day of the trip is to KL (1 Utama).Around 7.30am,we go to eat breakfast at So Young Cafe.I eat full set breakfast hehe...yummy~After that from there we head our journey till the TApah Stop...Stop at there,we buy jambu air and guava...~Around 12pm we reach One World Hotel...After that we go to eat at CHao Yen Restaurant ...Teow CHew Food quite nice..~After shop for a while,we sit at Big Apple DOnut ready to order,suddenly..a worker fall down from his workplace while working on the ceiling....i see him fall down with my eyes...heart feel not good after seeing that seen...blood...my mum said she see the guy with blood..omg~After then,i go to ROck COrner...at there i buy birthday present for my sis...haha~1st time i use debit card to pay...CooL..

At night,we go to eat steamboat....nice...and i love it...yum yum...

Outing With Alarize~~

From Gurney Plaza (Around 12pm) ,after that go Midlands ..then go Teluk Kumbar Mum mum ...yummy .....seafood....OMG lunch what i eat ...i really forget....errrr.......oh yah...chopper board (after 10 min of thinking and i remember)

Home Made Curry Chicken

Yummy ~~my mum cook curry chicken and i take a photo of the curry chicken...yummy~~~

Ko Fu Loft

Last Saturday go for tea time at Ko Fu Loft..hehe~i only love to eat the 'ha kao' ...the rest not really nice de the food....

Finally~

Last week i busy with asignment...tot that i will not finish it...do till 6am and wake up at 9am..after that go college...so tired..wakaka..two days continue like that...anyhow i am happy on that week although im tired..hehe~

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上几天我真的很伤心～非常的伤心。就是因为他。一个我爱的男人~怕他离开～担心他的健康～他说他要离开我是因为觉得我们没有未来！但是我不是这样的认为。我觉得这只是看他有没有心罢了！过后才发现原来是他的健康问题所以选择离开我！他和我说‘大熊猫不能和小熊猫在一起了，但是大熊猫还是会疼爱小熊猫’但是我真的很伤心～到现在我写这句，我都流泪了！当时我一直都在哭，真的很伤心！我上几天吃也吃不下，睡也睡不好～吃东西也是吃了吞不下～第一次我那么不开心到不想吃～睡觉就每个钟醒来～我做功课无端端也会哭！真的非常低落！不想放弃～我觉得我爱的不够～我想和他一起度过难关～直到昨天，他最后也选择去看医生啦！我也是和他一样真的很担忧，我在家里一直走来走去～坐的不安！！我对自己说今天的LUCK我全给他！结果今天那个东西好像有好啦！我真的是为他感到非常开心！好了～刚才早上他和我说想我，还偷偷的吻了我的脸，真的好甜！我是开心但是不敢太兴奋，怕自己再会伤心～其实我觉得自己很没有用因为不能陪在他身边当他伤心的时候～只是能尽力的安慰他，支持他～其实我真的很想见他但是我没有勇气问他了因为我怕他再一次说我和他没有前途~真的很怕！不敢想太多！