Outing With Jocelyn and My Sister...

On Friday,jocelyn,my sis and i go out together.Around 12 we go to Hainan Town there take photo and so on...damn hot leh...haha~eye also can't open~lol!!After that we go to segi there de beach oh~~sitting there i am confusing about choose A or B ~haha!!i hate make choices..after all jack cal me..lol~~heart....hahaha!!maybe i am...but then duno la..i know la i what also dont know de~when talking to him..got people thought that i am like dating away..lol!!and they two even say that there is a changes on me..hehee~~actually when i with different types of people,i have different personality but the real personality will be when i talk so much and say whatever i want wihout any limit...heheh!!when i keep quiet don;t think that i have no idea or opinion on something,actually i have my own thoughts or idea for the particular topic..hehe~~is it complicated?it will not be la if you see the real me hahaah~~lol!!just sometimes duno how to express myself with differents kinds of people...blur!!After that,we go to Golden Sand there...eat at mamak tong...just teh tarik and share the fried chicken with my sis...Around 5pm,we go further and further to Teluk Bahang dam....heart still think and think so much...very fan de~hahaha!!sometimes i feel that i think so much will they think of me ?haiz....we sit there for quite sometimes,play the stone and talk ~~hah!!Around 6pm we go to eat at Fettes Park again because my sis din't go there to eat before..hehe~~After that we go to beach again...play candle and lastly go eat ice kacang...too bad i forget to take photo swt!!haha~~really sha sha le...WHen i am home,i chat with him again and i even talk with him using skype...very happy to chat with him..hehe~~~but what he think about me le?he cares me and also love too...but how deep is the love?haha~~that one i must ask him...i ask him to many question le la on that day...lol~~

L-E-P-A-K day~

Today have morning class...lazy to wake up de..lol...after yesterday i have a brand new day...forget everything wakaka...really can forget ma?lol...dun care la...after class my bro call me out to lepak..so just go lepak...haha...natasha drop me gurney plaza and my bro and i lepak la...we walk from downstair to up then downstair again,go arcade as usual.....err...quite alot of times..and lastly end up in Mcdonald for our lunch...walau the Mcdonald so many people...like market nia leh...after then go home....at home i am sure be pig again lol...wake up and see that jack sms me..and louis as well....talking about jack wakaka..he gives me many names...蕃薯，傻婆，Wendy and also 小妹妹～omg。。i know i am stupid...wuwuw...anyway jack is 傻瓜～～haha!lol...as louis is a advisor to me la everyday...waakaka~~good advisor and good friend...very nice de..because we can talk on political,economy,social and culture,technology...i know that is marketing strategy ...PEST analysis lol~~anyway...now play play facebook a while and i should sleep le...really like panda le wakakka~good nite my friends~hehe..thinking back i very long din lepak le...but everyday like that my mum sure scold wakakak~~~at home im乖乖女outside im not...i am very playful wakakak~

Just me and my Parents~~haha!!

Today my sisters they din't go out so just me haha~~Go Gama then buy dinner for my sister..after then go queensbay do redemption for the Citibank Card..then straight to Gurney Xuan Xin again...2nd time in Xuan xin...alot of people haha~but the food is nice...around 10.30pm go back oh~~after the dinner at xuan xin i have to climb up the escalator from ground floor to 5th floor lol...it is call exercise just like what Louis say~~haha~In the message he calls me pig pig again.Sometimes i am wondering why he loves to call me pig pig...haha~~maybe i sleep alot and loves to eat hahahaha~

Should be a Happy Enjoy Day but.....

Actually this post should be written on yesterday but then...Start on the story slowly you will know why i didn't update blog yesterday night.Yesterday around 2.30pm,Jocelyn and i go to Disted library.We go there to collect our certificate as well..After collect the certificate,we drive to library there even though that is just a short distance.As i go down from the car gonna to close the door that time...i close the door with my thumb in also...so i open the door and take my thumb out...omg...become red and even got blood i also don't know till Jocelyn tell me.HAha!!Jocelyn give me plaster then..haha...put on the plaster and i still feel that my thumb is numb and i really feel nothing...too pain~~it numbs the whole day till the next morning anyway...till i cant sleep~~haha~~i tell Louis no one care about my thumb also and on the next morning which is today..he asks me about my thumb and he says he worrried about my thumb...anyway feel happy to him to care about me...thanks!!haha~~Back to yesterday...lol...around 5.30pm we leave the place and go to eat at Fettes Park there again...haha~we sit there wait the western food people 开裆～and so bad Jocelyn my thumb is showing good~~imagine that Jocelyn and i eat 3 plate of western food...hahaha!!the mix grill is nice and the price is quite ok la...RM14 (lamb,beef,fried egg,ham,chicken and bacon) hehe~~after eat we go to Golden Sand beach there...seeing that the people there keep on ask us want to play the water sports as usual...we feel fed up~and end up ourselves at tanjung Bungah hotel beach...we draw a people or skeleton...haha~~but then not nice la...the winds is too strong...geram nia~~haha!!Around 9.30pm i am at home watching drama again~~haha~

Blur Blur 的一天

12pm，去吃叉烧饭～～yummy。。过后去学校～今天我sms错号码。。因为我key in 错号码结果给Louis的信息变成发给另一个人。。那人就打骂我。。那时候我还不知道其实是我自己搞错！！哈哈～J就说Jadon喜欢我～我真的不信他。。是他乱乱说而已。我真的不想这件是会弄到我和Jadon的友情有所改变因为我真的很珍惜这份友情～～但是她偏偏就玩这些。。。她跟我说他骗我的时候我就觉得有点伤心。。陪她玩弄！！haiz。。。忽然就想起俊文！！俊文～～你及时才要回我！！我真的很爱你的～～即从他不回我的时候我就写了一封信息给他～
“我希望这次我写给你的这个信息不是太冲动而写的！其实我早就要写但是我怕自己太冲动！我今天要坦白啦不然我会觉得很辛苦！我希望我写了也无悔！如果我说了什么错对不起～已经一个星期啦！你说你忙！我能体谅！但是难道一个信息都不能给我吗！我每天都睡不好！我对你的想念我真的不会说！在梦里面我也会哭～但是我对自己说我不可以这样！我不想天天都这样！我只是能怪我自己都是放感情太深！每次我还给给了自己很多理由！也许你没空回或许你累要休息但是我想在骗自己！！算啦～你保重！过一段时间我就会没事啦～说你天天都快乐！晚安！tata～”
但是到今天我还是那么的想他！！别哭～我真的认为他完全没有看到我的信息！！只要我现在louis陪我信息我就不会想那么多～～louis说他这样对我我还是对他没变！！爱情真的是麻木？

寂寞的情人节~

为情所困
我曾经爱过一个人她对我总是一往情深她的心曾是那么单纯只愿意陪我一世一生是如此美丽的容颜让我心疼也让我爱怜多希望可以留住时间让她能永远在我身边也许注定要为你孤单当你流着泪说今生无缘当你愈走愈远思念却愈陷愈深这一生为情所困只为当初你的心太真这一生疑疑恋恋只为一个无法实现的诺言


今天就是情人节啦！今年的情人节对我来说完全都没意义！我只是觉得好闷~但是幸好有Louis陪我信息！不然我都不知道谁要和我分担我的心事！昨晚我真的是哭啦...我真的很想他！真的真的很想他～我对他的思念无法形容！他既然那么绝情一封信息都没有！我看还是算了吧！他都不珍惜我的！也许他一点都不想我！另一方面我又想到自己不该那么自私因为他真的是忙的工作！要体谅！但是我体谅他谁会来想到我感受是如何！我只是知道他是那种要做就做的最好的！哈哈！或许我都不是他的女友！人家都当你是朋友吧了不是在他心里有什么特别的地位～~看着别人双双对对我的心觉的有点心酸的感觉.朋友啊，我们都一样！哈哈！其实每一个人都会有他们自己的问题！有情人的就觉得好烦！没有的也烦！爱上一个不爱你的人更加烦！哈哈！那首《爱上你是一个错》歌词里说到人生里有许多难关但是最难过的就是情关！对吧！我也是为情所困！爱情~别来烦我啊！爱我那么深的我却不爱！还让他难过~我很坏！其实我不想伤害他！但是没办法！爱情不能勉强~昨天我都跟自己说了如果在情人节那天他打来跟我聊天我就很开心！最好的礼物！想那么多做什么啦！信息都不回啦还要说电话！别做梦~还是那句他开心就好！那我也会开心啊~

一生的爱给你～（真的是一生的爱给你）

一生的爱给你
陌生的人群熟悉的心情 刺痛了我的心将我留在黑夜里 串起我曾经拥有的过去到底是什么伤透你的心 使你封闭自己宁愿活在寂寞里 默默的心疼 自己受的委屈为何你的感情 让我如此的难以靠近该如何猜透你的心 难以捉摸的感情最后的结局却为何输的是我哭的却是你付出我所有痴心 一生的爱给你却让你哭红你的眼睛难道这一颗痴狂的心 是你选择分离的原因付出我所有痴心 一生的爱给你为何你不懂我的真心这是你自己做的决定 却又情不自禁 偷偷哭泣

P.S:超爱这首歌。。也许这首歌唱出我的心事！等等等！！他昨天和我说最近他很忙但是我对他很冷淡哦！哈哈！今天就想了觉得其实我昨天是气他！每次都是这样要气，又气不久因为我还是爱他咯！！哈哈～很简单！他说他忙我明白的！看他自己咯。。如果不忙的时候还是这样那我就真的不能再忍耐～每次听到这首歌就会想到他～因为这些歌都是他给我的～

做我老婆好不好
徐誉滕
走過多少路口 聽過多少歎息我認真著你的不知所措這種迷茫心情 我想誰都會有幸運的是能分擔你的愁能不能靠近一點 能不能再近一點滿足我心中小小的虛榮其實你並不知道 在我心中你最美就像風雨過後天邊的那道彩虹如果明天的路你不知該往哪兒走就留在我身邊做我老婆 好不好我不夠寬闊的臂膀也會 是你的溫暖懷抱如果你疲倦了外面的風風雨雨就留在我身邊做我老婆好不好我一定會承受你偶爾的小脾氣或許我還能給你一點意外 一份歡笑一個簡單安心的小窩陪你日出 陪你日落 到老

有没有人告诉你
当火车开入这座陌生的城市 那是从来就没有见过的霓虹 我打开离别时你送我的信件 忽然感到无比 的思念 看不见雪的冬天不夜的城市 我听见有人欢呼有人 在哭泣 早习惯穿梭充满诱惑 的黑夜 但却无法忘记 你的脸 有没有人曾告诉你 我很爱你 有没有人曾在你日记里哭泣 有没有人曾告诉你 我很在意 在意这座城市 的距离 当火车开入这座陌生的城市 那是从来就没有见过的霓虹 我打开离别时你送我的信件 忽然感到无比 的思念 看不见雪的冬天不夜的城市 我听见有人欢呼有人在哭泣 早习惯穿梭充满诱惑的黑夜 但却无法忘记 你的脸 有没有人曾告诉你 我很爱你 有没有人曾在你日记里哭泣 有没有人曾告诉你 我很在意 在意这座城市 的距离 有没有人曾告诉你 我很爱你 有没有人曾在你日记里哭泣 有没有人曾告诉你 我很在意 在意这座城市 的距离

做你的爱人
歌手：谢军
我时常一个人独自彷徨也时常一个人独自流浪我希望你能回心转意再像从前那样的爱我我知道你不会把我遗忘也不会抛弃我独自飞翔我时常留恋在你家门前盼望你能够看我一眼我一生中最爱的人啊我醒来梦中还是你的样子可不可以再爱我一次让我学会做你的爱人我生命中最爱的人啊请不要拒绝心中火热感受可不可以再爱我一次做一个幸福的女人词曲：做你的爱人歌手：谢军我时常一个人独自彷徨也时常一个人独自流浪我希望你能回心转意再像从前那样的爱我我知道你不会把我遗忘也不会抛弃我独自飞翔我时常留恋在你家门前盼望你能够看我一眼我一生中最爱的人啊我醒来梦中还是你的样子可不可以再爱我一次让我学会做你的爱人我生命中最爱的人啊请不要拒绝心中火热感受可不可以再爱我一次做一个幸福的女人我一生中最爱的人啊我醒来梦中还是你的样子可不可以再爱我一次让我学会做你的爱人我生命中最爱的人啊请不要拒绝心中火热感受可不可以再爱我一次做一个幸福的女人

简简单单

昨天就吃在人眼中就是很简单的东西~CINTAN MEE WITH egg!哈哈！一边吃一边听歌！这样的生活就是很简单~但是我却想了很多哦！我还在想他！就想林俊杰的歌，歌词里说我还想他，我不爱他。难道能的不爱吗？别骗自己~骗了人也骗不过自己！说真的我真的超爱我现在的生活！那么轻松！是我自己罢了想那么多~这就是对生活的要求！要求越多，生活会更加不快乐！昨天晚上也是迷迷糊糊那样的洗杯结果就破例都碎啦！破例也割到我的手指！真的是醒了！哈哈！~过后我就看到他有上线结果我就 :)跟他说Hi!他就问我在做什么？过后我就对他蛮冷淡的！他就跟我说最近他很忙！难道忙就不能回信麻？我明白他忙的时候不能信息但是要睡之前给我一个Good nite信息我也会很开心！至少会感到他的关心！哈哈！

Celebrating Early Chap Goh Meh With Family

Today,around 4 something only go out to Gurney Plaza.Daddy say want to watch movie so go buy ticket oh...look for a star...nice nice~after that go eat A&W while waiting for 7.15pm to watch movie de...after the movie we go eat at Xuan Xin...yummy yummy the food there..but then poor thing so cold in the cinema because hungry lo haha...around 9pm nia eat dinner de~after that go home lo!!!

Wonderful Day~

Today wake up at 10am then around 12pm go butterworth wakakak....Go my uncle house.My uncle house got many antique de haha~His house got reporter go and take picture also.Here is the link http://www.kwongwah.com.my/supplement/2009/02/07/3.htmlAfter then we go Ong Cheng Huat to eat together with my relatives...nice food leh...introduced by Jason...i love steam garlic fish!!After the lunch,go back to Penang by ferry...Go Gama buy a bit of things hehe...and also buy mama birthday present wakakak.....At 6 somethings i go Jojo's house haha~Wait till 9pm eat spaghetti and curry chicken by Jojo's mama...after eat play fireworks with Jojo's cousin hehe~~