这一个月多我真的非常开心有他陪伴着我。。。每天都有人等我疼我，虽然不知道是真的还是假的。。。其实在我心里却是真的但是不敢相信因为怕会很失望如果有什么事发生。。。说真心话我已经完全投入这段感情了，也相信他也是爱我的。。也爱她。。。这就是让我非常伤心的地方。。。。我却很爱他，愿意放弃自己的男友但是他还是爱着他。也许这是他的选择。。我绝对不能改变的决定。。。。我也不想他爱我，人在我身边但是心在她那边。。。所以让他走过了31号。。。忘了我吧。。。。幸福快乐的结婚。从前梦想的一起在海边牵着手的浪漫画面都变成了只是一个梦。。。。没有啦。。。。该梦醒啦。。我每天都会想如果一起有时候我会去找他的，给他意外惊喜，他应该会很开心咯。。哈哈！！哪也是如果。。这世界上果然没有如果。。为什么要我爱到那么深了才要放手，其实并不要放手。。但他却要放啦。。。都是我笨咯。。人家说我笨但是我觉得为了我爱的男人，一切j值得。。。不写啦。。。哭了不停不停。。。其实每一晚我都哭啦。。因为想到要来临的哪一天。。日子不要过的那么快好吗？每次赶回家只是因为要有更多的时间和他说话。。我并很喜欢他有信用。。说卖耳机却买啦。。。他说分手他会伤心一个星期，但我呢？一生都在我脑海里。。。很久没有把爱情放的那么重要了。。。但一把爱情放了那么生我却种了重伤。。。
我却把他当成是我的宝，他呢？不懂。。。总是爱人比较重要过我。。。我要去哪里找爱人比自己重要的人。。。没有啦。。只有我痴情的才有。。。。但我相信如果有男人非常的爱我疼我。。我肯定会很幸福。。因为我们都是一起付出。。。。爱情让我好累。。。真的好累。。。哭到好累
想用一杯latte把你灌醉
好让你能多爱我一点
暗恋的滋味
你不懂这种感觉
早有人陪的你永远不会
看见你和他在我面前
证明我的爱只是愚昧
你不懂我的那些憔悴
是你永远不曾过的体会
为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退我的防备
静静关上门来默数我的泪
明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲
曾经我以为我自己会后悔
不想爱的太多痴心绝对
为你落第一滴泪
为你做任何改变
也唤不回你对我的坚决
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Wednesday, December 14, 2011
Sunday, November 27, 2011
Korea Trip 19 to 26 November 2011
Day 1
Wake up at early 4am in the morning on 26th November.I couldnt really sleep that night.I feel so excited with it.Around 6.30am , we are at Penang International Airport.Around 8am , we fly to Hong Kong and transit at there around 2 hours.Around 3pm , we fly to Korea and transit at Taiwan one hour.At 8pm, we reached Incheon International Airport
Day 2- Penang to Incheon
Early morning around 6.30am we wake up.After our buffet breakfast,we go to Geyongbok Palace and National Folklore Museum.On that morning,we are shivering cold,cold cold winds...but seriously i enjoyed the weather so much.Then we shop at Insadong ( lots of antique there).After Ginseng Chicken lunch,we proceed to Kim Chi School .We enjoy making Kimchi and wearing traditional Hanbok .We proceed to domestic airport at Gimpo for Jeju Air flight to Jeju Island.Around late evening ,we leave the place and we have Qing Fish and Fried Egg for our dinner.After dinner,we have a walk at the underground shopping way.
Day 3- Incheon to Jeju Island
Morning around 6.30am we wake up.After breakfast,we visit Seongsan Sunrise Peak,Sejikoji ( All In Shooting Area ).I picked lots of Jeju Island stone at there on the way up to see the church at Sejikoji.After lunch,we proceed to 3d Trick Mesum and Jeju Glass Castle.In 3D Trick Museum,we pose and take lots of photo till the both of the camera out of power.We also go to Mystery Road (again the gravity theory road) and see the Dragon head Rock ( rock looks a bit like Dragon Head).Overnight at Jeju Island after Abalone Steamboat dinner.
Day 4- Jeju Island to Seoul
Early morning after breakfast,we transfer to airport for domestic flight to Seoul.We proceed to Cosmetic Duty Free Shop and Ginseng Outlet.Late evening,we proceed to Myeongdong Shopping Street.
Day 5-Yongin Everland to Odaesan
Around 8am,we proceed to Yongin Everland.We enjoyed the weather and the view...I really love the trees there.The tour guide,Eleven said that the theme park is owned by Samsung.At 2pm we have our lunch and proceed to Odaesan.Around 6pm,we reached Odaesan and ready ourselves for Aqua World Water Park & Spa.There are funny yet ridiculous story behind that.Everyone thought that we have to be naked in the spa as we see everyone are naked there before entering the spa.End up we asked one of the China tourist and she said that that's not true.She laughed at us for that..hahaa...Overnight at tatami ( sleep on the floor)
Day 6- Odaesan to Danyang
Today would be the day we stay in the bus to our destination for around 5 hours.After breakfast in the hotel,we proceed to Samcheok Ocean Railbike.We cycled around 1 hours.I am loving with the seaview there..real windy and the wave is really BIG...haha...After cycle,we proceed to Hwaam Cave.On the way exit from the cave,it really test my physical..as i am very weak in it..haha..At that night after the cave,my leg and arm muscle super pain haha..it must be nervous..Overnight at Danyang.Danyang is the coolest place in South Korea.On the way to Danyang,i see ice and slightly snow..woohoo...
Day 7-Danyang to Seoul
After breakfast,we proceed to Woljeongsa Temple and Odaesan National Park.We have to cross a bridge before entering the temple.It shows that we have 'CLEAN' our heart before entering the place.After lunch,we proceed to Seoul..back to Seoul.We proceed to Myeondong Shopping Street and Yeoju Premium Outlet.and at last Amethyst topaz Factory...After our seafood buffet,we proceed to our alst destionation.We watch JUMP the comic show..hmm...going home soon...feel sad....Overnight at Grand Hilton Hotel.
Day 8- Seoul to Penang
Around 3.30 am ,we wake up and have our breakfast (Wulong noodles) near the Local food product shop.After that,we proceed to Incheon International Airport...hmmm...
Wake up at early 4am in the morning on 26th November.I couldnt really sleep that night.I feel so excited with it.Around 6.30am , we are at Penang International Airport.Around 8am , we fly to Hong Kong and transit at there around 2 hours.Around 3pm , we fly to Korea and transit at Taiwan one hour.At 8pm, we reached Incheon International Airport
Day 2- Penang to Incheon
Early morning around 6.30am we wake up.After our buffet breakfast,we go to Geyongbok Palace and National Folklore Museum.On that morning,we are shivering cold,cold cold winds...but seriously i enjoyed the weather so much.Then we shop at Insadong ( lots of antique there).After Ginseng Chicken lunch,we proceed to Kim Chi School .We enjoy making Kimchi and wearing traditional Hanbok .We proceed to domestic airport at Gimpo for Jeju Air flight to Jeju Island.Around late evening ,we leave the place and we have Qing Fish and Fried Egg for our dinner.After dinner,we have a walk at the underground shopping way.
Day 3- Incheon to Jeju Island
Morning around 6.30am we wake up.After breakfast,we visit Seongsan Sunrise Peak,Sejikoji ( All In Shooting Area ).I picked lots of Jeju Island stone at there on the way up to see the church at Sejikoji.After lunch,we proceed to 3d Trick Mesum and Jeju Glass Castle.In 3D Trick Museum,we pose and take lots of photo till the both of the camera out of power.We also go to Mystery Road (again the gravity theory road) and see the Dragon head Rock ( rock looks a bit like Dragon Head).Overnight at Jeju Island after Abalone Steamboat dinner.
Day 4- Jeju Island to Seoul
Early morning after breakfast,we transfer to airport for domestic flight to Seoul.We proceed to Cosmetic Duty Free Shop and Ginseng Outlet.Late evening,we proceed to Myeongdong Shopping Street.
Day 5-Yongin Everland to Odaesan
Around 8am,we proceed to Yongin Everland.We enjoyed the weather and the view...I really love the trees there.The tour guide,Eleven said that the theme park is owned by Samsung.At 2pm we have our lunch and proceed to Odaesan.Around 6pm,we reached Odaesan and ready ourselves for Aqua World Water Park & Spa.There are funny yet ridiculous story behind that.Everyone thought that we have to be naked in the spa as we see everyone are naked there before entering the spa.End up we asked one of the China tourist and she said that that's not true.She laughed at us for that..hahaa...Overnight at tatami ( sleep on the floor)
Day 6- Odaesan to Danyang
Today would be the day we stay in the bus to our destination for around 5 hours.After breakfast in the hotel,we proceed to Samcheok Ocean Railbike.We cycled around 1 hours.I am loving with the seaview there..real windy and the wave is really BIG...haha...After cycle,we proceed to Hwaam Cave.On the way exit from the cave,it really test my physical..as i am very weak in it..haha..At that night after the cave,my leg and arm muscle super pain haha..it must be nervous..Overnight at Danyang.Danyang is the coolest place in South Korea.On the way to Danyang,i see ice and slightly snow..woohoo...
Day 7-Danyang to Seoul
After breakfast,we proceed to Woljeongsa Temple and Odaesan National Park.We have to cross a bridge before entering the temple.It shows that we have 'CLEAN' our heart before entering the place.After lunch,we proceed to Seoul..back to Seoul.We proceed to Myeondong Shopping Street and Yeoju Premium Outlet.and at last Amethyst topaz Factory...After our seafood buffet,we proceed to our alst destionation.We watch JUMP the comic show..hmm...going home soon...feel sad....Overnight at Grand Hilton Hotel.
Day 8- Seoul to Penang
Around 3.30 am ,we wake up and have our breakfast (Wulong noodles) near the Local food product shop.After that,we proceed to Incheon International Airport...hmmm...
Monday, October 10, 2011
一个人到沙滩去
今天非常不开心，因为家里的事太烦啦～真是忍不住啦。。结果就对妈妈说不带他去剪头发，妹妹就那么凶的喊我。。真是很生气！心情不好了还要来惹事！我拿我的包包就赶得出去，下到楼下时候眼泪就开始流啦！在车里就哭了！过后就找他来和我聊天！聊了半个钟，他就去吃午餐。我就犹豫啦，要去哪好！结果自己就去到海边。进到门口是就跌到。。幸好不是公路不然我手脚一定流血！我就很快的爬起来～我真是不小心！没想到会跌到！意外！～
过后就到了海边，在那边自己无聊的拍照，玩沙！！就是我要回的那一刻，我看到了shan但是自己就没有叫他。忽然他收拾东西时候就看到我啦！他赶到沙滩那边找我！我们就聊天聊了好久！有一个钟半！hmm。。。
就是那么的无聊的过了一天，以前是多么地开心可以一家出去！现在off day 也只是闷闷不乐的一天。好无聊！！！！！
过后就到了海边，在那边自己无聊的拍照，玩沙！！就是我要回的那一刻，我看到了shan但是自己就没有叫他。忽然他收拾东西时候就看到我啦！他赶到沙滩那边找我！我们就聊天聊了好久！有一个钟半！hmm。。。
就是那么的无聊的过了一天，以前是多么地开心可以一家出去！现在off day 也只是闷闷不乐的一天。好无聊！！！！！
Saturday, October 8, 2011
不知道怎么啦～
不知道怎么开始！这几天心都是怪怪的！平时他都是不踩我的，怎么我会那么的在意他不理我呢？难道这就是。。。我看我是烧坏脑了！我一直都想要有人很疼我！我多么希望自己嫁人了～是不是很好笑～哈哈！因为我觉得生活很闷～off也是没什么的！工作又压力到肩膀痛～我还是不要想那么多～～～～～知足！好像喝酒的感觉
Wednesday, August 17, 2011
阿嬷
今天是我看到阿嬷的最后一天。我的确很伤心，看他最后一面的时候。我以为自己不会哭，但却是相反。人生真的就是短短几是年，要珍惜，要快乐不要太计较。计较了少快乐就会多啦。也许也是她唯一的解脱痛苦的办法！最后你不用再辛苦啦！你安心的上天堂吧！160811
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
Hectic working day
Today is a haectic day.First of all,i go work and hear that staff resigning again. .damn stress. .after that mum called and told me that she fell down. .omg what is happening today. .after all i have headache with the receipt hmm.n. .so many work to do! can be crazy. , .hope i sleepvwell today
Monday, August 8, 2011
Two days OFF
Today my sis go to KL for training.Just now so sad when go to see grandma,why she is still suffering?My two days ends by going shopping malls. . .Yesterday we take grandma ( maternal side) to shopping mall.So long i didnt go out with her.Still remember when i small time ,grandma always take me carry me round the street. Hmm. .really missed that time.
Friday, August 5, 2011
Tuesday 020811
Tonight after listen to what my sis told me about grandma,i feel sad because i know that my dadbwill be very sad too.i dont want to see any of my family member sad.Hope everything will be alright soon.Life is short,must be happy at most of the time,if not there is no value at all to live in this world
Wednesday 030811
Today is my off day hmm. .i still have undone work . .thats not a good way to off but i m tired. Just dont want to think about work anymore
sad news
Today my dad knows that my grandma is not going to be cured,just to wait the time to rest in peace.I am sad to hear that but thats life.Hope she can have better life in heaven later.Tomorrow i have to work but then i dont feel sleepy.I cant help anything,just hope dad dont be too sad!i hate leaving!
Thursday, April 21, 2011
闷闷不乐的生活
最近好想去旅行。。觉得生活很闷。。觉得活的没意思～到底是为了什么？自己也不知道理由！也许是工作的关系吧！为什么人就是要讲话带刺！有什么就好好讲嘛！知道会伤到人的嘛！但是我就说我不跟小人计较！OFF对我也没什么意思！觉得自己要很长的休息时间！
Sunday, April 10, 2011
My Beloved Mitsubishi Storm
First time i know him...after school,wow...i climb up the car...wow so high ..hehe.maybe that time i am still not that tall.I love this car so much since i have with the car 10 years...feel damn cool and comfortable with the view and also the chair..haha...i really hope the car won't be sold off : )
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